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BTT boys by vivalalixi



It all began with a single text.
Why don't you die fat ass?!
It was from one of my only friends. She turned on me to become popular. Then more poured in.
Slut.
Retard.
Go die.
Bitch.
Whore.
They slowly got more detailed.
How about you do yourself and the world a favor and slit your throat.
Wassup bitchy? I got an idea! How about you go die under a bridge, kay?
I was just wondering if you might consider loosing weight. You know, so there won't be anymore earthquakes during gym.
They all stung, and the words rang through my head as I dragged a knife against my shoulders, letting the blood drip freely into the sink. I was home alone, because I lived alone, after my parents died last year, shortly before people started bullying me. So I let myself sob as loud as I wanted, trailing the bloody knife through my easily marred flesh. Satisfied that I was done for now, I washed the knife off and waited for a few minutes, until the cuts scabbed over. 
"(Y/N)! ZHE AWESOME ME IS HERE!" I heard a loud voice call. 
"OUI! AND I AM 'ERE TOO MON CHERIE!" Another yelled.
"MI TOMATE! I BROUGHT YOU SOME TOMATOES!" A third laughed. I panicked, washing off the knife and throwing on a loose military green jacket over my black tank top. I rushed downstairs to see that my trio of friends had let themselves in. 
"Hey guys!" I laughed as they all jumped, Gilbert screaming in a high pitched voice, Francis wailing with his eyes shut, and Antonio yelping and catching a tomato in his basket. I laughed some more, falling over and yelping as my cut up shoulder and my head hit a stair.
"Papillon!"
"Frau!" 
"Amiga!" They all yelled at once, dropping to help me. 
"FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" I groaned, clutching my shoulder. (For Reader-chans who know me, yes you adopted my pain noise.)
"'ere! Let me see your shoulder Fleur!" France gently commanded. Panic flooded my veins. If the Trio knew I cut they would hate me.
"NEIN!" I yelled, getting up so swiftly that I scraped my injured shoulder against the railing. 
"Chica just let us see your shoulder!" Spain asked, grabbing my jacket sleeve. Before I could stop him, he pulled my jacket off, exposing the scabs and scars that coated my flesh. They gasped and I turned away, baring my scarred shoulder blades to the trio, and sobbed.

“Chica…” Antonio breathed, tracing one of the newer cuts delicately, causing me to shiver.

“There’s so many…” Francis sighed, placing his hand on my shoulder, which was a spider web of pale lines.

“Vhy?” Gilbert asked softly, turning me around. I pointed at my phone, and Antonio grabbed it, flipping it open and going to the messages. The other two watched over his shoulder. Francis ground his perfect teeth, Antonio clenched his fist with white knuckles, and Gilbert growled, his red eyes seeming to be ablaze.

“Chica… they’re just jealous.” Antonio whispered hugging me.

“They don’t know you. You are beautiful mon Fleur.” France muttered, his voice muffled due to the fact that he had his face pressed into my hair as he hugged Toni and I.

“They’re stupid. They don’t know what they’re talking about Schmetterling.” Gilbert murmured, hugging all three of you. You continued crying, the tears becoming happy ones.

“I-I love you guys.” I sighed peacefully, smiling in relief.

“Liebe dich auch.” Gilbert said.

“Je t’aime” Francis repeated in his language.

“Te amo.” Toni finished in Spanish. I wasn’t alone. When I was weak they would hold me until I found me strength. That was all I needed.

This almost made me cry to write it, but I'm pretty satisfied with how it turned out.OMG MOAR POEMS! 
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Memecat101 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No...its not that easy. People aren't like that. They're cruel and heartless. Three people, no matter who they are, can't fix me.
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Well, I apologize for the inaccuracy. I lack personal experience. May I ask what is troubling you, my dear friend?
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Memecat101 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
It's fine. I'm really just a very lonely person who sits in their room all day, and who's every crush is either an insufferable jerk or already taken. I'm just...really lonely... D:
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Well, my pulchritudinous reader, you have a friend in me. Feel free to message me if you get too lonely. :)
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Memecat101 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!
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Home7654 Featured By Owner May 2, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Not a problem. ^u^
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kittygirl303 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015
NEIN I SHALL MAKE DISSTRESSED KITTY NOICES (If you know me that is the noice i make when  sound like a dyeing Animal)  
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
*Distressed cow noises*
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:iconkittygirl303:
kittygirl303 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015
*Disstressed kitty Noies*
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
NYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYA
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kittygirl303 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015
NO JUST no
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:D
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:iconkittygirl303:
kittygirl303 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015
Just no
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Nein?
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Elise-Andrews Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Aw, danke Gil for calling me your butterfly! :3  Schmetterling.. : D
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:333
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AllAroundNerd Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2014
Schmetterling.
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LifelessQ Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ahh! Ya know what I relized? I have a black tank top and a green military jacket... Like Germany... //Sliks hair back
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hetaliafangirl01 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
YESH!!!!! XD
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Lol I didn't think about that...
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:iconlifelessq:
LifelessQ Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It's the German in me!! XD
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CrossTheFreak Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014
Hey, here's a stupid pickup line Germany might use if he ever got drunk; "Hey, do you have any German in you? No? Would you like some?~"
//I don't even know...*Facedesk*//
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LifelessQ Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
O my god! Lol
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CrossTheFreak Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2014
Ahh.. thanks. I didn't know how stupid that'd sound, but i'm guessing it was the good kind of stupid, eh? ^-^ 
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LifelessQ Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes! XD
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CrossTheFreak Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2014
^-^
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AllAboardTheSSDerp Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Ha Ha! That's my pain noise too!
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NatureTune Featured By Owner Edited Aug 18, 2014  Student General Artist
quadruple "sandwich"?
NICE!
I wanna hug :poke: :cry:
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Lol I don't know what to define it as either! *hugs*
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NatureTune Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Student General Artist
*_* Thank you *hugs back* :)
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LonelyReaper2012 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Student General Artist
We have the same pain noise~!
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Lol yep!
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Willowfreakgaming Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Student Digital Artist
OMG that's my pain noise too happy cry XD 
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Lol yes
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Willowfreakgaming Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
and all my friends say I'm weird.
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Ptchhhhhh Only awesome people are called weird. Normals don't comprehend it.
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Willowfreakgaming Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Awesome? APH: Onion Prussia You don't saaay? Yes normals will never understand our awesomeness
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Lol The Awesome Prussia approves.
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Willowfreakgaming Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Yep, he does approve, I would know! He's my room mate.
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dragonshadow91 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014
like it :)
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BloodyMetalAlchmist Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Damn it I will not cry I WILL NOT CRY WTF IS THIS WATER DOUN ON MY FACE
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I sowwy.... Cry forever 1 
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BloodyMetalAlchmist Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
hehe its okay 
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Miukumaukuzz Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014
I'm not crying ... I'm not ... What is that ... NUU I'm crying ;_:
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AlexandriaEvans11 Featured By Owner May 26, 2014
Schmetterling


GOD THAT WORD IS TOO HILARIOUS
IM SORRY XD
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Home7654 Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
^-^ It means butterfly in German
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AlexandriaEvans11 Featured By Owner May 27, 2014
Yeah I know xD
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BlueMew101 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Student General Artist
I'm crying right now ;~;
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
M sowwy....;w;
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BlueMew101 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2014  Student General Artist
;~;
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