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BTT boys by vivalalixi



It all began with a single text.
Why don't you die fat ass?!
It was from one of my only friends. She turned on me to become popular. Then more poured in.
Slut.
Retard.
Go die.
Bitch.
Whore.
They slowly got more detailed.
How about you do yourself and the world a favor and slit your throat.
Wassup bitchy? I got an idea! How about you go die under a bridge, kay?
I was just wondering if you might consider loosing weight. You know, so there won't be anymore earthquakes during gym.
They all stung, and the words rang through my head as I dragged a knife against my shoulders, letting the blood drip freely into the sink. I was home alone, because I lived alone, after my parents died last year, shortly before people started bullying me. So I let myself sob as loud as I wanted, trailing the bloody knife through my easily marred flesh. Satisfied that I was done for now, I washed the knife off and waited for a few minutes, until the cuts scabbed over. 
"(Y/N)! ZHE AWESOME ME IS HERE!" I heard a loud voice call. 
"OUI! AND I AM 'ERE TOO MON CHERIE!" Another yelled.
"MI TOMATE! I BROUGHT YOU SOME TOMATOES!" A third laughed. I panicked, washing off the knife and throwing on a loose military green jacket over my black tank top. I rushed downstairs to see that my trio of friends had let themselves in. 
"Hey guys!" I laughed as they all jumped, Gilbert screaming in a high pitched voice, Francis wailing with his eyes shut, and Antonio yelping and catching a tomato in his basket. I laughed some more, falling over and yelping as my cut up shoulder and my head hit a stair.
"Papillon!"
"Frau!" 
"Amiga!" They all yelled at once, dropping to help me. 
"FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" I groaned, clutching my shoulder. (For Reader-chans who know me, yes you adopted my pain noise.)
"'ere! Let me see your shoulder Fleur!" France gently commanded. Panic flooded my veins. If the Trio knew I cut they would hate me.
"NEIN!" I yelled, getting up so swiftly that I scraped my injured shoulder against the railing. 
"Chica just let us see your shoulder!" Spain asked, grabbing my jacket sleeve. Before I could stop him, he pulled my jacket off, exposing the scabs and scars that coated my flesh. They gasped and I turned away, baring my scarred shoulder blades to the trio, and sobbed.

“Chica…” Antonio breathed, tracing one of the newer cuts delicately, causing me to shiver.

“There’s so many…” Francis sighed, placing his hand on my shoulder, which was a spider web of pale lines.

“Vhy?” Gilbert asked softly, turning me around. I pointed at my phone, and Antonio grabbed it, flipping it open and going to the messages. The other two watched over his shoulder. Francis ground his perfect teeth, Antonio clenched his fist with white knuckles, and Gilbert growled, his red eyes seeming to be ablaze.

“Chica… they’re just jealous.” Antonio whispered hugging me.

“They don’t know you. You are beautiful mon Fleur.” France muttered, his voice muffled due to the fact that he had his face pressed into my hair as he hugged Toni and I.

“They’re stupid. They don’t know what they’re talking about Schmetterling.” Gilbert murmured, hugging all three of you. You continued crying, the tears becoming happy ones.

“I-I love you guys.” I sighed peacefully, smiling in relief.

“Liebe dich auch.” Gilbert said.

“Je t’aime” Francis repeated in his language.

“Te amo.” Toni finished in Spanish. I wasn’t alone. When I was weak they would hold me until I found me strength. That was all I needed.

This almost made me cry to write it, but I'm pretty satisfied with how it turned out.OMG MOAR POEMS! 
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:iconphenoxthewolf:
Phenoxthewolf Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2016
I just scream profanity XD
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:iconallybonnifoykirkland:
AllyBonnifoyKirkland Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016  New Deviant
just like, PROFANITY, or like actual profanities?
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:iconphenoxthewolf:
Phenoxthewolf Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Actual. My mom stared at me like I'm insane .3.
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CandyLuxer Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
I say "AI YAAAAA" since it Asian but "FAAAAAA" suits ☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
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Firelove355 Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2016  Student Writer
Im asian :)
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Mintylolz Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
I make the same noise!!!!
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:iconk4thi:
K4thi Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016
Same here
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:iconfionalina:
FionaLina Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015
i loved it so much EqG Lemon Zest (Happy) Plz 
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you dear. ^^
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FionaLina Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2015
you're quite welcome love EqG Lemon Zest (Happy) Plz 
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Mistpaw89 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
I have the same pain noise
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah. 
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:iconmistpaw89:
Mistpaw89 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Lol
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:iconkotadog88:
kotadog88 Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
I WANT THOSE HEADPHONES OMG THEY ARE PERFECT"AND FUCK YOU ULLYS
amazing story
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you...? The headphones are very fabulous. 
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:iconkotadog88:
kotadog88 Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
yeah they are and sorry I derp a lot ^^;
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Don't worry about it dear. 
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:iconkotadog88:
kotadog88 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
its fine
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Sweetie42 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
"MI TOMATE! I BROUGHT YOU SOME TOMATOES!" A third laughed. I-I want a tomato too... I love them, their my favorite fruit...
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:tomato love: ROMANO.... 
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Amazaling Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2015
Yasssssssss
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:| I usually try to respond to every comment I get, but... How do I respond to this?
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Mayajones18 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2015
Idk! I'm crazy I once tried to run into a glass window thinking in would disappear before I smacked into it but no I ran straight into the glass and then I think you can guess what happened next :/
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Owie! :/
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:iconmayajones18:
Mayajones18 Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2015
Ya it hurt. My nose has not looked the same since XD
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FNaF-OCs-and-Me Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2016
Me: I need a picture of this, now! XD
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Mayajones18 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2016
NUUU! It hurt like mad! Your so mean! TAT (( jokes! :3 ))
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FNaF-OCs-and-Me Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2016
Me: Jiust take a picture of your nose. XD (LOL XD)
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StarburstAlicorn Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2015
When I looked at the picture of the BTT I was like "*poland voice*like,soooooo fab!😘"
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Indeed. They are rather fabulous.
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:iconmemecat101:
Memecat101 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No...its not that easy. People aren't like that. They're cruel and heartless. Three people, no matter who they are, can't fix me.
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Well, I apologize for the inaccuracy. I lack personal experience. May I ask what is troubling you, my dear friend?
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:iconmemecat101:
Memecat101 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
It's fine. I'm really just a very lonely person who sits in their room all day, and who's every crush is either an insufferable jerk or already taken. I'm just...really lonely... D:
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Well, my pulchritudinous reader, you have a friend in me. Feel free to message me if you get too lonely. :)
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:iconmemecat101:
Memecat101 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner May 2, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Not a problem. ^u^
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kittygirl303 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015
NEIN I SHALL MAKE DISSTRESSED KITTY NOICES (If you know me that is the noice i make when  sound like a dyeing Animal)  
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
*Distressed cow noises*
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:iconkittygirl303:
kittygirl303 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015
*Disstressed kitty Noies*
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
NYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYA
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:iconkittygirl303:
kittygirl303 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015
NO JUST no
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:D
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:iconkittygirl303:
kittygirl303 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015
Just no
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:iconhome7654:
Home7654 Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Nein?
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Elise-Andrews Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Aw, danke Gil for calling me your butterfly! :3  Schmetterling.. : D
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Home7654 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:333
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AllAroundNerd Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2014
Schmetterling.
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LifelessQ Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
ahh! Ya know what I relized? I have a black tank top and a green military jacket... Like Germany... //Sliks hair back
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hetaliafangirl01 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
YESH!!!!! XD
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